Susan Chan (Seeing Life Through Shades)

You and I both loved

2008-10-23T18:34:00.000-07:00

You told me you were certain, no more confusions. You cried, you begged.. so did I. You made promises. I thought I was the happiest little girl...

What's love? :'( Do i love you? Yes yes, i know I do.

I'm dying, I'm hurting, but these sorrows won't show. I shall give you all my love, hold on tight, real tight till the day I couldn't take it anymore.

I love you, that's all that matters. After all, I've made you a part of me. I shall not leave :'(

It shouldn't end, needless to. We'll find ourselves in love again, someday.. no matter how long it takes. I miss your love..

:'(

Hair Dos and ramblings

2008-08-07T02:31:00.000-07:00

I've practically disappeared since the last entry on my boyfriend's birthday :) It has been such a long hiatus! But I'm back :D Life has been hectic lately, work, girlfriend duty.. I'll try to make time to at least update my blog a couple of times a month. Thanks to those who are still sticking around and urges me to update :) I will, I promise.

And oh yea, I'm really really grateful to those that greeted me during my birthday. So, thank you people.. thank you! They mean so much :) And to you miss mischievious Jess, I've just read the e-card you sent. Why, thank you. It is indeed very "suprising", thoughtful of you :P

Hmm, I've got nothing much to blog about so I guess I'll just write on hair dos, hehe.

You should always consider which hair do/cut looks best on you despite how much you love a certain hairstyle. It is not ultimately all about your personal taste. You wouldn't want to get unflattering praises when you spend so much time at the mirror fixing your hair, right? ;) As for me, I think I pull off better with the straight hair look.

My golden key *grins*

I look a lil too mature, hmm..

But of course I have to take my face shape into account too when picking an updo. It is the basic rule. Wait, I can't even determine which face shape I am. Oval? Square? I was flipping through Seventeen Magazine when my face shape is categorized under square. Hmm.. I'm pretty sure it's oval.. isn't it?

Oh well, will update more on life later. Sigh..

Dear Mr. Ping (Part II)

2008-06-22T22:15:00.000-07:00

Alritey as promised, here are the updates!

On his birthday, we spent the day singing at Red Box Gurney, shopping and movies at Queensbay Mall after dinner.

Seriously, I surfed every possible site on the net and googled for nice restaurants in Penang and sadly I must say, there weren't much choices! Chosed TGI Friday's in the end and made reservations a day earlier. I wanted to suprise him but you know, he's a very shy person so he was a little... urm... unhappy with what I'd planned? :(

There! Got what I mean? He was shocked and a little pissed as well as he thought it was going to be a quiet dinner. I'm sorry baby! :/

Oh wait, before we get to that.. here's what we had for dinner :) And yea, Jamie and Jay met up with us too!

The lovely couple.

My hunny bunny :D By the way, her birthday is coincidentally just a day before Qi Ping's!

We had..

Strawberry suprise & vanilla shake, guess which is mine? Hehe..

For appetizers, we ordered

Mac n cheese

And shrimp martini

The main course were

Sizzlin chicken which he didn't like, the meat was dry

My key west fish

Jamie & Jay's cajun salad

Cookies n cream. Oh my gosh, orgasmic!!

Malt cake, a little too sweet perhaps

Enough of food and this was what exactly happened.

The staffs came over to our table as we chit-chatted away and suprised him with a slice of birthday cake. They made him do some stupid stuffs too which I'm not going to mention ;)

And these friendly friendly people sang him the birthday song too :D

Candle blowing time!!

There goes :) I'm so sorry for the pranks and I promise not to do that the next time okie? *smooches*

Anyway, these photos were actually snapshots of a short video I took the other day which will be added to yet another memory of us together :)

And...... what I've gotten him as present was a tee from Extreme which i hope he likes..

I assume he does because he wore it on our next date! :D Haha.

Sigh, sometimes he could be a S.E.R.I.O.U.S pain in the arse but still, I love him *throws pillow at Qi Ping*

No one makes me happy like the way you do.

Dear Mr. Ping (12/6)

2008-06-13T12:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

*grins* Same age baby, same age XD

The card that kept me busy for days but ended up resting in my drawer.. *sigh* I know, too childish.. I was thinking the same too :)

When I first started dating my boyfriend, I'd been hearing a lot of negativities from acquaintances about how relationship like this will not work. Some even laughed when they got to know my boyfriend is ~~11 months~~ :D a year younger. I was scared and dazed at first as this whole thing is new to me but you see, that is the biggest peeve that i have with myself. Why should I bother so much about what others have to say? It is my life and I realized, who cares about age gap or anything else when you're gripping happiness in your very own hands? In the end, you are the one who will be receiving all the long-term gain and pleasures.

Well, there are bound to be oppositions against us. Such is life! There are always people who wants to take advantage, take you for granted, be rude to you, render negative treatments you do not deserve.. Oh wait! I thought I'm supposed to be blogging about his birthday? :D Geez, lengthy rants..

What I'm trying to say is that I'm glad we're together. Somewhere along the line and people I crosses path with, I couldn't be any more certain that you are the one. All these while I thought I'm better off my own, but you came and proved me wrong.

Lastly THANK YOU for being so incredibly sweet with your endless suprises. <3 I love you :)

It was his birthday but he bought me a present instead the next day, hmm.. I l-o-v-e it loads though! :D

And oh, if you're reading this.. I want you to know how grateful I am to love and be loved by you :)

More pics and updates soon!! :)

I

2008-04-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

There are just disturbing stuffs that are weighing on my mind. I have my reasons. I'm struggling.. struggling with my own principles and i wonder if i’m making the right decisions. I know you guys care for me, I really really do! I've even made promises that I've broken. I did wrong and I'm not proud of it. I'm sorry boyfriend, i'm sorry bro, I'm sorry Shaun and I'm sorry to those that cared. I wish I could open up and speak my heart out but this is just too private and again, I have my own reasons. I'm sorry...

By the way, my acts are at my own will and have nothing to do with anyone. This foolishness shall end here, or I'll get tight slaps from my boyfriend. :D Sorry yea I broke my promise, I love you. Forgive me.

Taggie by Mich :D

2008-04-13T09:13:00.001-07:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Not really. Love, it takes time anyhow.. but hey, sometimes things just happen you see :)

2. Do you hold hands in public?
- Yes, it is a very tolerable public display of affection.

3. Have you changed in the passed few years?
- *nods*

4. What new stuff you're craving for now?
- A new mobile phone :(

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Sheesh, it reminds me of "every cloud has a silver lining" :D Anyway, yes.

6. Do you like being who you are today?
- The past made me a better, stronger person. So, yea :)

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- Woah... *faints* share it with my family and friends.. and go on a vacation with my other half then save the rest for our future

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- :) If my feelings are certain.. i would.

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
- 1. to 4. Johnny Depp 5. Bill (Tokio Hotel), I'll tell him my boyfriend loves his style and singing :D

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Requirement(s)? *grins* Loyalty, care and of course endless love :)

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
- Either luxury cars or SUVs *lol* I know I'm too tiny for SUVs. Love both.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
- Hug :D

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
- Point out, at least I'll be aware and can make things right

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Health

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
- Hmm.. Nope :) I'd rather spend my money on those I love.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Sometimes I'm a very negative person.. I think, the part where all the negativities lie :)

17. What makes you feel disappointed?
- Rejection

18. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
- Very tempting :) No! *fingers crossed*

19. What would you do when your secret is being found out?
- *speechless*

20. If you could freeze time, what would you do?
- Extend the time spent with QP? I miss him.. :(

Tagging.. any eight people who reads this? Hehe.

Fat is Ugly

2008-04-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

What do you think of when you hear the word FAT?

Ask most people what 'ugly' is, they will conjure up a mental image of a fat person. Gosh..

It seems like nowadays, physical attractiveness is of paramount importance. If a girl is fat, she is considered unattractive. She then will be dismissed as bitter towards men owing to a history of rejection. Girls are so preoccupied with their appearance now just because the society tells them that their appearance is their most important trait. What on earth?? This harsh, harsh reality is responsible for all those people struggling over eating disorder. Upsetting!!

Why waste so much time worrying about what makes a girl fit in the eyes of people, especially the opposite gender? Why not get your brain to work and churn out good ideas or do something beneficial?

It is only recently I have become aware of all of these and notice that it's not easy being a girl/woman. Why can't a person live a happy adolescent life without being corrupted by obsessing over self image. What about personality? What about intelligence? I'm lamenting the fact that people nowadays tend to turn to slimming centres or puke out their food after eating just to fit in to this society.

There is a perpetuating stereotype of pretty ladys as girls with 'perfect' body. Come on.. Is physical attractiveness really that important? *sigh* For sure I will never be attracted to anyone good-looking with pea brains. People, think about it.. Will a relationship based on beauty but not understanding able to stand the test of time?

Pissed, hmph!!

p/s: Li Ming.. food marathon.. sushi buffet.. XD

A Day To Remember

2008-03-27T13:00:00.000-07:00

I still remember exactly how it felt for the first time when I was waiting for him to come fetch me. Was casting anxious glances around trying to spot his car while my heart pounded fast. Sigh.. early stages of relationships :D

Wouldn't write much about how I spent my day with him but there's this significant moment I would want to remember always.

It was when we sat down at a table whittling our time away sipping teh tarik by the beach *I spilled some on his handphone.. argh*, his hands perfectly fitted mine, and we were admiring the beautiful breathtaking sunset together. He is the very f-i-r-s-t person I watch the sun goes down with. Well, only in this few days.. handholding and cuddles will be in abundance :( But still, what a bliss! :D

Scenic <3

It was one of those perfect moments which I relish much. Couldn't agree more that joy lies in simplicity of life. Today, I was clinging to him wherever we go, too reluctant to let go as time for us to be together is limited.. captured "his scent" too so that during the quiet of nighttime away from him back in KL, I will be remedied just by recalling this familiar pleasant scent, his very own scent.. you know, like he's somewhere near.. hehe :D

By the way, he proved to me that he too is someone with no sense of direction. So cute lah! *lol* Got lost on the way to Auto City yesterday :D We are so alike!! <3 Adores him more, hehe. And oh, thank you for the wonderful dinner and bringing me around. Thank you bao bei for loving me :)

Whenever i look at him, deep down inside I know I love him so.. :) I just know..

xoxo

Night Rants

2008-03-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

There is nothing about QP that i can bring myself to dislike. Maybe it is because he pampers me all the time and showers me with endless love. The sum of all the things he did makes him so lovable and so mine :)

For instance, mornings have never been the same anymore as he will call with his sleepy voice telling me he loves me and as for me, I will make sure I greet him with simple good mornings everyday before he gets ready for classes. When you love someone, everything seems so beautiful. Sigh, this is so QiPing-ism and I don't think you want to hear more :D

Oh well if you know the story between us, you too will agree that our love is mutual and everything becomes possible. Till then, I will have to succumb to imaginations of me and him, cuddling and handholding :)

One week more XD

Visit

2008-03-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

Oh well, I've been delaying this post for so long. Guess I should just post it no matter how crappy it is =) This whole thing is going to be all about someone dear, hehe.

He is someone who loves leggy pics so much

Very addicted to sneakers too, he has got quite a number of collection

He too, is someone who scares off my poor rabbit *sigh*

Treasures his friends a lot

And yea, he is my brother whom I'm so proud of. This pic is a classic one, stolen from him XD *shhh*

And lastly, I'm going to include a quite disturbing image of him :) Scroll down to find out

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Like I've mentioned, he loves leggy pics a lot! =D

To know more, visit..

http://thespinville.blogspot.com

I won't do much elaboration on the site, will leave it for you guys to judge ;) It's a very good one to me though! Cheers~

You and Me

2008-03-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

I'm a failure with words sometimes. Unlike usual, I could be considered pretty good in using precise words to describe scenes. Geez, uttering out words here seems hard when it comes to "him" and "him" only =)

Few days ago, I was telling myself there was no possible way for any obvious reasons I could have fallen for him. This whole thing seems too... urm say, unrealistic? What if they were merely delusions that bring short term joy? But above all this, I was totally fascinated that we were getting along so well in such short period! Nobody ever impressed me this way, you see.

He was totally warm and friendly, when i expected the whole thing to be the other way round. He never failed to make me smile and suprisingly could be so sweet! What's better, we share so much in common and even the songs we listen to are the same! I liked him already, hehe.

So glad I'm with someone I truly adore, I just love him all! =) You know, it's really cute that he checks on me often and make sure I go to bed early. I will change dearie, don't worry.. hehe.

Sigh, i found myself thinking about him a lot and days have been dreadfully long when he's not around.. I wanna be by his side and let him melt me away. Alritey, will end here. Will be waiting till the day I'm enveloped in his hugs and kisses.

So adorable right? How could I resist? *smooches his pic* XD

p/s: Dearie if you see this, I lied :D but not entirely. I did do my revisions but at the same time writing this, hehe.

p/p/s: I love you!

Me Tea and Coffee

2008-03-10T20:40:00.000-07:00

Unexpectedly, i found me cup of tea =)

What's better..

The cup of tea could also be as addictive as a good cup of frappuccino, topped with whipped cream and caramel.

Anyway, have a good day everyone!!

p/s: My parents are doing their visitation again today. *sigh* Room raiders.. but can't wait though lol.

Can the past be rewritten?

2008-03-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

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I still ponder if only I could catch a glimpse of my future.. will that be good?

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I always marvel at lives of freewheeling people which are antithesis of mine.. well not totally. It's not like life is so straineous or hectic. Honestly, there are nothing to be so downhearted about besides the grudging acceptance of me being cheated by some scammer online. *sigh* Conquered this despair after getting shot up 185 feet to the air three times during the genting trip wif Eugenie and her friends, hmph!

This ride makes you treasure life more! =)

It was Eugenie's first time but funny she felt not much fear nor have any vomitive feeling despite not having her breakfast. She was the one, in fact dragging me to go for Space Shot THREE times! Was on the verge of collapsing! Gosh.. Guess she's right. There are only two particular things/person she's afraid of.

1. Ghosts *me too*
2. Her mom *lol*

We were freezing!

Pleasure meeting this bunch of nice peeps.

Oh well, no more whining or tearing over things like these. There are more to life to care about. Every now and then i could just sit there, reminiscing all day. I've thrown away chances that were generously given to me, hurt hearts needlessly, wish I could finish up sentences and tell the words unsaid.. There are just things that I cannot undo! It breaks my heart too but I've learnt and grown, moving on..

Anyway, in my previous post, I've stated that part time job will be my escape of the guilt and yes I was dead serious. Even written a profile for myself!

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Name : Chan Soo Hua
Nickname : Susan
Age : 20
Race : Chinese
Gender : Female
Nationality : Malaysian
Location : KL
Marital Status : Single
Mobile Number : 016_ _ _ _ _ _ _
Email : genie_drube@hotmail.com
Weight : 40kg
Height : 153cm
Vital Statistic : 34B 24 34.5
Hair length: long and straight
Hair colour: dark brown
Shoe size: 4 1/2 or 5
Shirt size: S
Ocupation: Student
Language Spoken : English, Malay, Mandarin, Hokkien, Cantonese
Language Written : English, Malay

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Was eventually going to send this but then some thoughts that brought huge impacts came over me like "Who's gonna hire this small framed girl? She's so short!" And then my dad who objected this idea came into the picture too, "I've told you not to, how could you make me so worry? Do you want me to have sleepless nights again?" Argh, perplexity never ends. I know you guys must be thinking, what's the big fuss about working? Hmm..

Oh well, this "spoilt" girl will remain "spoilt" till she graduates. At the mean time.. I'm going to treasure my friends even more, 3 more months to graduation! Yay =D

Li Ming Li Ming and more Li Mings *lol* She's my bestie that gives all 3 seasons of Futurama to watch when I'm bored. Thanks yea, I love you much! You'll be the one I miss most <3

The effect of contact lenses O_O

One more sem baby, one more.. *sigh*

Backstreet's BACK alright!!

2008-02-25T12:53:00.001-08:00

They are not just ordinary men. They are the pop legend!

Yes, the boys who proved that they were never gone are back! Their concert will take place at the Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach tomorrow. Gosh, I used to worship them when I was really young. Infact, they were the first boyband I ever know!

Tried to book their tickets online 3 days ago and was very thrilled to see there were still places left! Of course without hesistating, my fingers were already clicking on the "BOOK NOW" icon

Chose 2 places *clicks*

??!! If the tickets were already sold out, JUST STATE SO!! Fake hopes.. argh!!

What do you mean by this? HOT SELLING eh??

Now I'll be left in my room tomorrow, blasting BSB songs over and over again.. hmph!! *sigh* It would feel so good if I'll be attending tomorrow.. like you know, responding to the boys and stuffs =)

Imagine this hehe..

Brian: Everybody, yeah.. Rock your body, yeah.. Everybody, yeah.. Rock your body right

Backstreet's back, alright!

Susz : *screams*

AJ : Oh my God, we're back again.. Brothers, sisters, everybody sing.. Gonna bring the flavor, show you how.. Got a question for you better answer now

Susz : Alright!

Nick : Am I original?

Susz : yeeeaaahh

Brian: Am I the only one?

Susz : yeeeaaahh

Nick : Am I sexual?

Susz : Hell yeah!!

BSB : Am I everything you need? You better rock your body now!

Susz : rockin baby! XD

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AJ : Now throw your hands up in the air

Susz : *waves along*

AJ : Wave them around like you just don't care

Susz : *waves like mad*

AJ : If you wanna party let me hear you yell

Susz : I love ya'all!! XD

AJ : Cuz we got it goin' on again

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Nick : So everybody, everywhere.. Don't be afraid, don't have no fear

Susz : Mmm hmm..

Nick : I'm gonna tell the world, make you understand.. As long as there'll be music, we'll be comin' back again!

BSB : Everybody, yeah.. Rock your body, yeah.. Everybody.. Rock your body right..
Backstreet's back, alright!

Susz : *sing along* <3333

Hey do you guys remember this video? Gosh, it was so long ago but still catches my attention everytime I watch it. Enjoy!! Oh by the way, those that "ewws and yikes" about boybands, you might puke over current songs now in 10 years time =P

Nick, "As long as there'll be music, we'll be coming back again!" and oh Howie D is so sexy *drools* =D

I'm off to Genting tomorrow to get me out from all these dreadful feelings.. *sigh*

Stagnant

2008-02-25T09:11:00.000-08:00

Being so insecure right now is freaky especially when things are totally out of your control. The deep 'regret' feeling is so apparent I don't even feel like uttering a word. All I can do is to think of ways to fix 'this mistake'. Erm.. a yet-to-be-mistake-which-i-hope-is-not? I really really pray hard it isn't and what I've paid for will reach my hand safe and sound.

Anyway, been online shopping these days and I do hope the last transaction which involved a large amount of money wouldn't end my trust in e-shopping *sigh* All I can do is to wait and it certainly tears me apart everytime I think of it.. It just doesn't feel right at all.

As unreasonable as I am now, I'm going to make sure I find a weekend job soon and yes, I mean it! Hmph!! Will work my big lazy butt off =( By the way, thanks to those that listened to my whines just now when I felt like the end of the world.

p/s: EOSF, you say wan har wanna work together *lol*

The worst new year ever!

2008-02-05T13:46:00.000-08:00

I'm in a deplorable state now as there's nothing or no one could rescue me from this despair *sigh* Is there any word in the english dictionary that could describe how terrible I feel? =( What happened was I left my luggage *the "IT" one* in KL, my aunt's car to be exact. Should've double or probably triple checked! Now I have no clothes and new accessories to beautify me for the big day ='( Dad did offered to fetch me back to KL to get it but I just wouldn't want to.

Insufficient time to shop is killing me! How on earth can I manage to get a fine-looking dress right now when tomorrow's already Chinese New Year? Not only that, the presents i bought for my parents are in the luggage too! It feels so bad to come back empty handed, very akward you see. Lesson learnt, I'll be a little bit more responsible on my stuffs.

Will hunt down every single shop later for clothes =) There will still be nice ones rite? Hmm.. worst come to worst, I can still put on a pair of jeans and T-shirt. Hmph!

You'll need patience and some formulae to solve me =)

By the way, how many people have heard of this song? It's not new but a very good one ;)

Faber Drive - Tounge Tied

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

CHORUS:
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

REPEAT CHORUS

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

REPEAT CHORUS

Oh and before I end this entry, "Have a GREAT new year people!" =)

A Tragic Accident

2008-01-30T14:20:00.001-08:00

I am so so sorry for the delays. This particular month itself made me feel so weary like I'd done a whole host of things! It is indeed, had sleepless nights during exams and now I look like a zombie, sigh. Was completely immature to not sticking to plans and start revising early but to do so at the very end of time. Everyone has been very supportive though, thank you all so very much as I needed those "good luck"s and "you can do it"s. *hugs*

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Anyway, I came through an unexpected news a couple of days ago at The Star involving yet another bus accident. Gosh, how could this happen again?! Previously after the fatal bus accident at Bukit Gantang which is also the country's worst bus crash that involved the loss of lives of 22 people, the relevent authorities already convinced us that they are committed to assure the public's safety. I am lamenting that it is completely contradictory for them to state that when a bus driver with 13 summonses in total could still drive a bus!

Great, now I have 0 percent confidence on bus agencies including Konsortium which I used to think was the safest among all and is dubious to take the bus back home anymore. I'd rather drive for a few hours and spend a little more as I wouldn't want to put my life in jeapordary and of course my future at stake. Oppss, a little too angst-ridden? Hmm..

Apparently, there's a petition open to attempt to get the attention of the authorities and evoke at least a little change(hopefully) in the situation. Please click here to support.

- Susan C

Holla 2008!

2007-12-30T21:03:00.000-08:00

2007 finally drew an end. It is the first of January, still =) New Year's Day and Mum's Birthday. Mum, thanks for everything. And yes to answer your curiosity, I'll stand by you, hold your hands and definitely feel no embarrassment even if you're on a wheel chair. There! These words are from my heart =D

Had a quiet celebration this year, wait.. I didn't celebrate as I was away from friends. Spent time lying on my very familiar comfy bed back in hometown, surfing the net and browsing through wide array of pictures besides reading on how blissful people's days were, how they spent christmas and stuffs like that. Geez, guess a sentence can go rreeeaaallyyy long!

Anyway thank you so much to those that greeted me. That was really thoughtful and did mean a lot, especially when you were alone watching fireworks from far.

All in all just like others, new resolutions for a brand new year. For me, the year ahead will be a year with actions first, consequences later! =) After all, I'm turning 21 *ohh!!!* and I've got to do what I got to do! Will update soon.

"Perseverance is a great element of success; if you only knock long enough and loud enough at the gate, you are sure to wake up somebody".

You'll notice me someday.. ;)

An Expected Visit

2007-12-21T13:59:00.000-08:00

My supposingly sharing-out-my-life-journey-blog somehow turned into a personal journal, did jotted down my day-to-day happenings and experiences but I guess they are way too personal to publish =) If I could, I wouldn't conceal it.. but too bad ;) Ten years from now I'd be probably sitting on my desk chair glaring at my blog which aged along, reading and laughing to myself thinking "what a life i've got!". Ten years from now, what will I be doing exactly.. Hmm.. For now, I'm pretty detest of the sameness of life. How extraordinary can a student's life be? Sigh.

The bad feelings I am having these recent days were inevitable, it adds up to yet another bad memory in life. Let's just say, all in all.. it made me realise we are the ones in control of ourselves and what matters most is never let anyone else take over the control of our minds and emotions. I'm glad I've got friends who supported me all the way through those incredibly tough times. These friends are the ones who have created some of my fondest memories and gosh, I never knew I've learnt so much from them! Adopted their ways that I've found most admirable and a lot more. After this semester's close, there'll be one more short sem and by May, it will be separation. Couldn't imagine going through the rest of studies without them.

Anyway, pardon me for the lack of posting =)

Guess who came?

Kwan Tat came to visit me.. okay, me and the others =D yesterday and will be staying over till Tuesday if not mistaken. Oh well, I miss him so much and the days where we used to tease each other calling names like fatso and skeleton, aww.. Hope that he will cope well in his new course back in Johore. Gathered together and made "tang yuan"

Lots and lots of glutinous rice balls by the guys

That was when I came up with the idea of creating something different =D

The smiley I love so much =)

The little fish

Please handle my fragile heart with care, lol.

What does this look like to you?

Role it!

And Shaun, this is for you since you said you love "tang yuan" so much *lol* Made your initials on it =D Not clear eh?

There, better! And guess what.. I ate it =D

Our five bowls

Never frown =)

Whole again..

Mom and dad, this is dedicated to you.. With lotsa love! =D

xoxo Susz

p/s: My parents were so eager to see my glutinous rice balls that they kept on calling just to remind me to update my blog. Hmm..

Over and over again

2007-12-06T02:26:00.000-08:00

Even if I don't want to miss a thing, there's nothing I can do..

Anyway, it freaks me out a little as my dad reads my blog. Wouldn't want to regret writing something he shouldn't know ;) But dad's cool in all ways. Argh, he's been calling me SpiderWoman ever since my last entry! Geez..

Camp 5

2007-12-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

Hey there =) I'd been away for far too long.. =) Wandered in One Utama these two recent days. Here goes my very loonnnggg entry

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Friday with Spinn

Accompanied bro for shopping as he needed to get some stuffs and yea, I wanted some new dresses for my wardrobe as well =D

Us making stupid faces =D

Walked like mad, and believe me when I say my legs were killing me. We had been searching for those stuffs for hours! Sigh.. walked pass Jusco when I spotted this little shop selling their famous gui ling gao .

It is simply a must to drop by to have a taste of it. Mmm.. RM7 only.

Honey and gui ling gao.. A blend of sweetness and bitterness. Bittersweet, that's what makes it perfect =)

Finally, Spinn bought what he was looking for, so we headed for dinner which was my treat again. Grr!! He refused to join me for Shogun as he hates and has phobia for sushi *why on earth, he stressed on the existence of gas is to cook raw food, hmm..* and so I compromised, sigh.. Had Fish & Co. instead.

Ordered the grilled calamari, which was served COLD! Darn..

His corriander catch. I have no comment on the taste.. =/

My teriyaki salmon.

Headed back home after that and was really looking forward to the next day! =)

Saturday with Siew Fong

I'm so thrilled, excited, overwhelmed or whatever word you can think of to define the feeling of the sudden rush of adrenaline I'm having whenever "it" crosses my mind =D Ahh rock climbing, you are such an obsession, lol.

Siew Fong and I went to Camp 5 which is located at the fifth floor of One Utama to rock climb =D Signed up for their Taster package as we know no basics or knowledge yet on how to climb and paid the very reasonable price of RM45 each. The next visit will only cost us RM17 *student price* and if not mistaken, we'll have to pay for their gear rental too.

Us waiting at the cafe.

Went to change in the locker room and get ready to climb, climb, climb! =) Was very nervous then..

Noel, our instructor brieved us and gave us our protection devices. Yes, we joined the kids during our lessons... Hmm..

Our first "rock"

It wasn't hard to reach the top at all. Infact, I didn't use much energy!

The hard part was to jump down from there. Gosh, I seriously have probs with height, you know especially when there were no safety ropes attached and stuffs.. I have acrophobia =/ Catch me please!!

The second lesson was a higher climb but still an easy one.

Bouldering =) It was a short climb though.

My third lesson. Now this was tough! Noel: Jump up and grab hold of the green and big rock. Eh? Hard ler..

We are supposed to cling on to the rock with our feet and hang ourselves up side down.

The fourth lesson was to climb up the castle wall. Now, not bouldering or I'll fall to my death! This was yet the real deal for beginners.

I didn't make it to the top on my first try but no, I did not give up as well!!

Spider girl, spider girl, does whatever a spider girl does =)

Oh, on top of the "world" =) Yay!! Argh, by then my muscles were aching so badly!!

Now, this was the hardest part. Our last lesson by the way. Very very tiring.. Noel is undoubtly strong as he was holding the rope, supporting my weight from the base of the climb. Belaying, that is.

Flying down after reaching the top =D

Susan: Am I heavy Noel? Noel: *chuckles*

It was supposedly a one hour session but he gave us extra 30 minutes! How nice =) Overall it was exhausting but definitely worth it. You guys should seriously try out rock climbing!

After all those lengthy deliberations on deciding where to eat after the class, we finally made up our mind to dine in the Shanghainese restaurant, Dragon I.

There are a few terracotta warriors statues as decorations on the walkway upon entering the restaurant. What more can I say, everything there was posh, the ambience, the design.. It is one of the restaurants which I wouldn't mind paying extra for their service charges as they have the "lazy buttons" where you can just press to call for services, bill or water =)

Shanghainese cuisine.. Ahh, famous for their La Mien and Xiu Loong Bao, how could I miss ordering them?! =) Price wise, not that cheap or expensive.. well, you judge yourself.

My camera is running out of battery!!

My seafood la mien

Water chesnut with sea coconut

Fried rice

Some kind of snow jelly, I can't recall their exact names

Had a pretty satisfying meal. Dragged my heavy tummy around and still.. I was craving for some desserts, haha.

Lastly we had Gelato ice-creams before going home.

Have a nice day people!

Traces

2007-11-22T09:55:00.000-08:00

Well, traditionally speaking: A PICTURE'S WORTH A THOUSAND WORDS. But, note this.. If you have a mindset of "blogs ARE SUPPOSED to be filled with photos with least words possible", then you're wrong! To me, blog reflects how good we are in playing with words and most definitely how we bring and express ourselves.

It's 4 in the morning now. I wonder, why am i still awake when everyone else is asleep? I know there is an answer that i'm searching for at this very moment but what? Argh, me probs never end!

Anyway, a conversation with someone dear through phone, a couple of minutes ago shook me. Girl, you got to know.. at times in life, we go through inexplainable things wondering why it has to happen. Someone once said, "Life is a series of problems". It is normal you see. As we go through various seasons of life, we meet all sorts of people- the good, the bad, the honest, the scheming, the proud, the humble, the loyal, the player, the friend or the foe. When bad things come your way, all you need to do is BE POSITIVE. I know, emotions are real-something no one alive can take control. But think about it, pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

People always say the rainbow comes after the storm. In every cloud lies a silver lining. There's always sunshine after the rain! =) We've just got to try to look at the brighter side of things and not to let negativity run us down!

At the mean time, I can't wait for Christmas! One more month to go.. =D

~ L - O - V - E ~ by Joss Stone

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

=) xoxo Susz~

I'm diagonised with subconjunctival hemorrhages!

2007-11-17T10:56:00.000-08:00

Imagine waking up, then looking into the mirror. Supposedly the reflect's the same old face you've been seeing for the past 20 years... but for this very time, it is different.

I woke up finding a small pool of blood in my eye near the tear duct and it freaked me out totally! I'm bleeding in the eye!! First thing that came in mind was "I'll go blind!! or.. or.. is it eye cancer?!". Was relieved after googling for cases like this and suprisingly, I never know this is common? Here's what I'd found on this website :-

"Subconjunctival hemorrhages are generally harmless, in and of themselves,
sometimes occurring from minor trauma to the eye during sleep, such as rubbing
against a pillow case, or a finger poke. Sometimes they occur spontaneously for
unclear reasons. They are reabsorbed by the body over a period of days, without
any treatment. Sometimes they leave a small brown speck, but usually there's no
remnant at all."

Ahhhh... having read that, don't worry, I just needed to de-stress by relaxing and SLEEP for a bit, hehe. Been sleeping for less than 6 hours in 3 days straight due to exams, assignments and uh... watching movies =) Guess that was what triggered my vessels and caused the blood leak. Oh how I miss tossing and turning in my cozy little bed, the feeling of nice and warm in it, having one of the sweetest dream and most comfortable slumber... =) Arghh, I need a desprate change and more time in my comfort zone!!

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Anyway, a few days back I realised... when something/someone is gone, that's the time you'll start to appreciate that particular thing/person. Don't you all agree?

Have to start treasuring those I love now before it is too late, who knows what tomorrow brings right? Plus, in a blink of an eye, tomorrow's already yesterday! =)

There are some core people *dad, mum, PL* that has touched my life in one way or another and played a part in building my character today. Without them, I wouldn't be the person that I am today. For friends whom I've met during our college lives, let's savour the journey of friendship everyday! And uh.. lastly... I've been taking someone for granted over these years but I just want him to know.. I've always cared! "You"'ve taught me a lot about love, through love. And I will always treasure those sweet memories we had. 5 years of friendship and still counting. Love you King =)

I've so many dreams-captured in my thoughts.. Each one slowly, waiting to awake...

Never Too Far

2007-11-11T06:36:00.001-08:00

My day was rough and I'm so thwarted over someone's acts right now. My mind was messed!- debating and deliberating over things I should and shouldn't bother or say. This particular person stated that cooking is a serious matter to him. I didn't take it lightly either just because I came up with a different way of cooking. And, it doesn't mean I was just fooling around if the outcome turns out to be 'not very tasty' or probably 'inedible' to you, I did try! You know what "you" should do, don't just take over but to guide a first timer like me since you can cook pretty well. Take a moment to reflect will yah?

Gosh, the curry chicken and tomyam prawns were orgasmic!! If i could, I'd lick the bowls clean, lol. See what I mean here? Sometimes, things might turn out right..

Wisdom has three parts:

1) Having a lot to say
2) Not saying it
3) Say when you have to and not saying when unnecessary

Which one are you?

Sigh, and about you not talking because you felt guilty was ridiculous. Instead of having a mindset of keeping quiet and staying away, you should figure out how to solve the problem, face it! At first I was sooo peeved that I wrote an entry to remind myself to be firm on stuffs as some people just don't change... but I was reminded back that once I used to tell people that, "Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot make a change."

=/ Sigh...

Heard of the "Sand and Stone" story before? Where in the end, a friend told the other friend that, "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

What I'm trying to point out is LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND, AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

Let's just turn the page and move on okay? It is definitely not normal if friends don't argue!

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Passion is usually, what drives a man =) A fire, a flame, that never diddles away.. Filled my mind with that passion and positivism, so here goes my little.. say.. short "Susz" version of song? Now, I'm no Mozart so don't expect me playing like them or anything near perfection. My piano skills deteriorated long ago.

Never Too Far, a faster-paced more lively version of it. Very simplified though =)

Talk about love
I will hold it in till my heart can mend
And be brave enough to love again
A place in time still belongs to us
Stays preserved in my mind
In the memories there is solace

Love
Never too far away
I won't let time erase one bit of yesterday
Cause I have learned
That nobody can take your place
Though we can never be
I'll keep you close to me when I remember

L.O.V.E

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Speaking about love being never too far.. =D

My parents are coming to visit moi in a couple of days, yay! Thrilled!! I miss daddy's smile and mum's endless naggings *though dad is a big disturbance sending lots of winks in Messenger and mum calls every hour every day* I love them loads though, hehe. It is worthwhile to share more time with them as they are getting older. Filling our lives with love is what we should all do.

Simply delectable =)

2007-11-10T02:33:00.000-08:00

Cooking has been my passion since I was a little girl. Loved to watch mum cook but I got shoo-ed everytime I went near the kitchen, sigh. Anyhow, this little girl has grown up and she's all by herself in the big city, KL.

This means... I can COOK WHENEVER I WANT!! *grins*

There's nothing like homemade food, it has better flavour as we have total control over the ingredients. All praise the apt person who figured out the combination of flour, water and egg can result in such 'heavenly' food! .... Alrite, not heavenly but just let me exaggerate this time as I'm going to share out the VERY SIMPLE recipe of making PANCAKES =D

Pancake is one of my favourite breakfasts although they are pure carbs. Sinfully scrumptious!! It is bad to overeat, but I just can't help indulging once in a while. The truth is, I've been making pancakes for three days straight now.. Hmm..

Let's skip all the rants shall we? =)

It is so much cheaper and healthier to cook your own pancake and believe me, this recipe will ensure you a tasty result! *coughs* Here goes...

These are the main ingredients:-

One and one quarter cup of multi purpose flour

One egg

One cup of milk *instead of water*

And just follow these very easy steps to get your pancake done ;)

Crack an egg and whisk it with the flour. Pour in milk and mix them all together.

This is how the mixture will look like

Add one pinch of salt, and not to forget, two tablespoon of sugar.

Melt some butter

Pour it into the mixture. Stir well.

Before you start pouring in the mixture to the pan, grease it with some butter using a kitchen towel. Now do this once only!

That's it! Follow those couple of steps and..

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Readily made homemade pancakes =) Pancakes anyone?

It is not very flavourful to eat it plainly like that but you can add in some pandan or banana extract, almond too or any other flavourings to make it more dainty. Or... i suggest you replace the plain milk with banana flavoured milk! ;) It's all up to you and your creativity actually.

And oh, what if the mixture left is insufficient for another pancake?

Being wasteful is definitely unwise

Why not crepe? Besides, it has the same recipe!

My very mini crepe, hehe. Anyway, you can add any of your favourite toppings to your crepe, like ham and cheese or something

Raided my fridge and my leftovers were no longer leftovers =D

Beautiful outcome eh? Frankly.. It tasted like dung but I still have my pancakes.. =D

Do enjoy making your own pancakes alrite? =) And do not hesitate to e-mail me if you still have any uncertainties or want to give me some other suggestions. Now, if you could excuse me..

It's feasting time!

First Timers

2007-11-07T15:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first time for my two girlfriends *Guang warned them to bring some tissue along, lol*

Li Ming and Siew Bee

Congratulations to both babes, you are no longer virgins! Haha, I mean.. you both finally entered a club and tasted some alcohol =D It wasn't really that bad, was it?

Us three

Went to Ruums last night with some friends which was jam-packed, totally as today's a public holiday and not to mention.. yesterday was ladies night! It always packs the club ;) There were so many people outside *you can hardly walk or even slide through the crowd* waiting to get in but we managed to enter first, even the guys had free entrance fee! Thanks to *him*, didn't know he was such an influential person =)

Had a little alcohol only when I was almost 'there'-but not quite. Smart enough to stop and started dancing like mad throughout the night! I must've worked out my abs there! =) Lucky for me, there were no culprits that made me went nonsensical this time. Apparently, I will start speaking gibberish if i had too much alcohol =) Kept cool and soundmind, hehe.

Posed for Ah Guang's cam

I was definitely not drunk, just a little tipsy

The half-faced Shaun looked like.. urm.. he was in pain or something and I was urm... I don't know =D

Drunkards, look at their faces! Seng Pan looking really high..

Took some photos after partying too.

Seng Pan and I

Chin Heng and I, you see.. I hardly know this guy *couldn't even recall his name* eventhough we've been in the same course for more than a year! And in only a couple of hours, we were this close! Haha.

The group photo of the DCMs.

Tian Loon, Seng Pan, moi, Li Ming, Siew Bee, Shaun and Choon Guang

Tian Loon said he looked like a crab, yeah.. crap. Another shot please.

There! All happy =)

Me and the girls

Seng Pan wanted to join and lil miss Susz here got high

Tian Loon too, lol

The last time I clubbed, this Cheng Long guy was wasted and there he goes again.. wasted.. too soon =)

Chin Heng, Cheng Long, Choon Guang. Haha, Cheng Long was really cute

=D

We'll just leave him alone, shall we?

All in all, it was a blast! Thanks all for being such wonderful people. Oh and Shaun.. bet you'll be missing us loads, no more happening times with happening people in NZ. *grins* Haha! And to my girls, you guys can definitely dance! Sexay... lol. Don't feel too shy next time alright ;)

Fetched my friends home after yum cha and of course I reached home safely too. Had to drag myself to the bathroom to clean up despite being really exhausted as the smell of my hair kills! Smoke plus alcohol, bad combination.. arghh..

Too much of alcohol? Nah, still sober =) It is now 10 in the morning and I'm still awake, the latte did work for me. Ahh, I love caffeine..

p/s: Sorry for the lack of updates, was really busy. Now, it is not an excuse =D Two assignments to hand in tomorrow! Dying.. Lots of codings to do for my Visual Basic and urm, had to search for business rules for my Library System assignment. I'm a Comp Science student, since when I have to deal with or learn business.. It sucks!! Throw me trigos and algebras, I'd be happier but not business definitely. Plainly ridiculous.

Bored

2007-10-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

What happens when boredom strikes? Anyway, ignore the quality of my webcam, I'll get a replacement soon.

Lol, look at Shaun. Can you imagine sitting in a plane which its pilot might make fake announcements on emergency landings?

Hmm.. doubtful isn't it?

But Shaun says, "To hell with it!!" *points middle fingers*

*winks* Lol.

He then turns on auto pilot and started fooling around. Came out with a i-dunno-what thingy which definitely looked like a watermelon slice to me

And so, that's when I decided to get a pen and sketch something in return =)

Now, don't get me wrong or his girlfriend will slaughter me. Not a kiss but a message of "GOOD LUCK IN NZ BITCH!!" =D

I know these are all ridiculous but hey, they are not to me. And oh.. there's also a proof to avoid Mr. Shaun to "fong fei kei" again... which he'll be good at next time after his training. So, you'd better be there alright cause we'll be waiting!!

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Those memorable times spent at college will always be cherished. Don't forget your bunch of "bitch"es in TARC yea? Take care always pal!!

It is or it is not?

2007-10-23T05:56:00.001-07:00

Trust is more or less like love, it is sort of an investment. We have uncertainty to trust in others, and likewise it is doubtful for us to be trusted. To get it, you must first give and be patient so that you'll gain something in return. It is indeed risky yet worthy I believe.. and when risks are involved, so are dissapointments.

Speaking about it, I have this particular classmate that told me once, promises made by guys can never be trusted. Is that so? "They'll dump you once they had you", he spoke in a rather rude way to me when I told him I was about to be in a long distance relationship. And obviously I was pissed and defended myself. He went on saying I know nothing about guys. What on earth, what were his intentions?? It is like when you're so excited about something you're going to do and then they just tell you right to your face that you're going to fail. No wait, 'you WILL fail'!! He spoke as if he knows everything! If it wasn't because he's my classmate, I won't even bother looking at his face. It is as disgusting as his heart!

Oh gosh, I've went too far. Not supposed to write this. What if he finds out? Ahh, I don't bother =)

Anyway, to me.. Love can be a game if we want it to be. It's a long heard story that the first woman Eve is made of a rib of the first man Adam.. and if you do find your right rib, happiness lands itself. It is not difficult to find a pair of arms for temporary consolation. But it is an extremely tough job to find a warm hand, leading you to his or her heart and making you stay there for now and for good. Uncertainty keeps entangling and torturing. Only one thing is affirmed. That is when the rib breaks, you do hurt. We need to know that sometimes love benefits. Other times, it's a loss. One has to risk the likelihood of failure even if they gave it their all. And it does take a long time to sought after a terrible heartache. So when I fall in love, I take my time because I believe the return may be good =)

Why am I whinning so much here is because I'm watching a relationship of someone close go down. Nothing else I could do but to pray that things will be ok. You see, put them both together, and with their obvious personality differences, you'll come to expect a very rocky road ahead. At first, everything turned out right.. loving as ever but just lately, that someone close told me their relationship couldn't work out and that's the end of it. But isn't love all about taking that initial leap of patience and faith? Watching the two get together, then not, makes it frustrating. I felt herein lies probably some realism, at least for me in my experiences *not that I'm Dr. Love or something*, of two people with differences trying to get together, yet prevented due to the problem of communicating with each other and not to mention their distance. Walls just built up and it's back to the games people play.

Whether love's a game or not, you decide.

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Anyway, had a sleep over at my friend's house after yum cha at BRJ. Here are the pics =)

Cyrus =) He just wouldn't let me take a proper pic of him so... =)

Cyrusism, hehe. Now don't get me wrong.. I'm not obsessed with him ;)

Finally self-captured a pic and sent it to me =) And oh, he definitely looked cute in my specs ;) Right?

Siew Bee

Me and Li Ming

It was around 3 in the morning if not mistaken but we were still pretty much awake, so...

MAHJONG!!!!!

Siew Bee setting up

Hehehe

Li Ming joined in while Cyrus was busy Maple-ing

This wasn't taken on that day. The last thing I remembered was sleeping on the table. Sigh..

Was really worn off that day. Cyrus said I slept like a "popiah" style, you know.. a tiny girl wrapped up in her blanket =) Hmm, next time I'll observe you guys back. Went to Nando's for our "breakfast" at 4PM. I don't know why but everytime we hang out together, our time pretty much changed. The starvation was worse than putting on a strict diet..

And lastly, observe this picture.. There are some contradictions here. Six rolls of Mentos and a toothpaste? =)

Smile more Cyrus Virus

Cheers!

Hawker food-ing =)

2007-10-21T14:31:00.000-07:00

Delayed. Supposedly written before Li Ming's birthday post but I was really busy being a culprit, planning stuffs just to ensure her a momentous day *grins*. Oh well, in the last few sentences of my previous post, mentioned that I would be at Kepong to try their prawn mee. So, here are the pics =)

"Hou Yi Kei" restaurant. Meaning, "Easy To Remember" in Cantonese.. *lol*

Different prawn mees.

Mine =)

Walked down the same street to a restaurant called "Gei Dak Sek", "Remember To Eat". These "taukehs" really know how to sell their stuffs =)

While waiting, what else but not our obsessions again? *grins* Haw Shiuan popped-up in the middle.

There, a better photo.

Must try, I must say.

Totally clueless but I love hawker food best. You can hardly find them overseas and suprisingly "ang mohs" love them just as much! Drove down to One Utama after that and Chooi Mei dear, next time I'll definitely remember you ok? =)

We are the food hunters *lol*

Mun Fei and Haw Shiuan

By the way.. Anyone watch Celebrity Cookout? It's a fund raising show for charity actually through the sales of cakes baked by our local celebrities like Ashraf Sinclair, Carmen Soo, Amber Chia, etc.. Was totally engaged to one of its episode as.. =D Hannah Tan was the guest!!

T cake by Hannah T, available in all Secret Recipe outlets.

Quite a number of people have no idea who Hannah T is, how come?? She is the hotness itself, the real deal to be exact. She's witty, humble, sings well and can definitely cook. So... T cake, you're love at first sight! *lol*

Will post soon, if the illness of my internet connection can be overpowered =) Cheers!

Li Ming's Birthday Suprise

2007-10-16T08:18:00.001-07:00

I reckon my skills in editing videos suck but just don't get too hard on me. This is indeed my very first time.

The lighthing was horrible, could hardly see anything.

I was seriously making a fool out of myself BUT the main reason I posted this up wasn't to embarrass myself *although I am now* but to jot down that previous significant day of someone dear.

Anyway, will update this post soon. Pretty busy lately =) More pictures coming up!Take care people!!

UPDATES!!
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As promised, pictures up!!

Birthday girl with her cake

Old old de Ming =D

Siew Bee and Li Ming

The group photo

The only picture with me inside. Too busy snapping pics =/

Having fun camwhoring, hehe.

Forced Haw Shiuan to give me that pose.

And lastly, took advantage on Siew Bee and Mun Fei while they were busy playing SDO... again!! Told you I could be a real disturbance sometimes, hehe. Had fun watching the glint from my camera flashed right on their faces, haha. Had a hard time eh? *grins*.

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Mun Fei: "Your flash won't distract me wan lah..." Hmm, is that so? =)

Hari Raya day

2007-10-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

It has been almost THREE long years.. as far as I remembered since I last saw Mich. Say, since high school? Yes indeed if I'm not being the unretentive me =) Went out with her today =) Hung out at Sungai Wang, shopped for clothes which made Eugenie broke and me too.. sigh. Walked around with plasters on my blistered feet, two on each to be exact.. thanks to my newly bought shoes.. Ouch!! Next time if I ever get myself new shoes, I will not hesitate to act like a retard to bite it.. or probably chew it if necessary! Haha, you know.. those superstitious thingy Chinese people practice.. Just kidding, I am definitely not sticking in any shoes into my mouth! Anyway, searched every corner for food, surveyed and ended up in "Hot Mama".

Mich looking cool

Needless to intro who she is

Bumped ;) into Mich's friends.. Ai Leen and Sarah if not mistaken. Both are real friendly people =)

Their beef on hot plate or something..

Mine, as ugly as it may seem, it tasted ridiculous too.. The worst laksa ever.. especially with the underdone fish.. arghh..

Having full stomachs then, we decided to catch a movie as we were clueless on what else to do. Went over to Berjaya Times Square to get tickets for Bourne Ultimatum. One hour more till movie starts, we walked around. Our eyes were literally pinned to.. ICE-CREAMS!! when we passed by this particular stall =D

Gelatomio it is, again with 99% fat free ice-creams.

Somewhere in Times Square

Tasted better than Lecka Lecka, Eugenie agreed too.

Hitam Putih sedang order, after I ordered =)

Took some photos since there were still time

Great job Mich, you recommended the right shirt for Genie. Cool! Of course you too =) Eh Lynda, feminism.. ;)

Mich looking discontented, haha. What were you staring at ler...? =D

Eugenie, Susan, Mich

Oh well, bid goodbye after movies and headed back home. Brought home something too =) and look at what I've got here for my Pork Chop.

Hehe, cute eh my Subcrew mesh cap? He's happy with it =)

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By the way I received two e-mails, one from Benjamin and the other, Don. Why not turn the flash on whenever I take any pictures.. It's hard to answer actually but uh.. why not show you guys..

Arghh.. see what I mean now? ... I LOATHE flash, so does the bear on my tee =) Giddy, it seemed *lol*.

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p/s: I'm heading to Kepong as early as 10am tomorrow just to have a good taste of prawn mee, better known as "Hokkien Mee" in Penang. You'll figure out why when you visit Mich's blog.

Had been mentioning about Mich all over this page so.. I guess this post is dedicated to her. Take care always my friend! =)

Dinner time

2007-10-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

Went out today as it is always a privilege to shop during Hari Raya with all those stuffs on promotion and offered at very low prices.. It is quite a bargain you see, we can save some cash =) Bought a lot and *smiles*, was really really pleased. Pretz was definitely a real buy

Lust lust..

Went back to my friend's place after shopping and later on Eugenie texted me and said she was bored to death and I suggested dinner together. Thinking about queing up for dinner again.. like my previous time in Ikea really scares me. Buka Puasa time is certain to pack almost all restaurants, so.. hehe =D Here are some tips for us non-Muslims..

Look for the sign "non halal".

Made up our mind and went for Kim Gary.

Only few tables were occupied unlike other restaurants packed with people waiting for buka puasa

Us before food arrived

Had noodles

While Eugenie ordered the same thing.... again =)

After a satisfying meal, we walked around KLCC, shopped for sweets but nothing else *lol* and ooh.. Can't help but longed for ice-cream! Hehe.. Girls, no more worries. You no longer have to hold back or feel guilty just to have a taste of those irresistable ice-cream which is generally known to be on the list of one of the most fattening food BUT Lecka Lecka here promises 99.4% - 99.9% FAT FREE ice-creams!!

I'm coming for you =D

Wide array of ice-creams.. oohh

Chosed strawberry, baby blue and chocolate. It's cheaper if you buy 3 scoops as one costs around RM5.90 but 3 are at only RM9.90!

Sometimes I can be such a disturbance =D like what happened to Genie here.. *grins*

Refused to let her photo taken

Finally =)

Next time, you should just sit still, haha.

Pyramid-ing

2007-10-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

The title says pyramid-ing =) No, nothing concerning the massive polyhedron in ancient Egypt but..

But.. just another day out with my peeps to Sunway Pyramid =) Went there with Mun Fei, Joceline, Wen Huey, Sven, Li Ming and Siew Bee after class.

Fetched Siew Bee and Li Ming

Girls will always be girls

=D

Girls from L1 =)

Looking at Mun Fei's cam

No, Sven! You got it wrong.

Now, that's the way.. uh huh.. =)

Oh by the way, proud to say, I drove there myself..

but again... with the guide of Mun Fei =)

See the Viva right in front?

Went there for ice-skating as we've been discussing about going there together since last semester.

Gloves, we need gloves

The lighting there made us all looked weird..

Li Ming and Siew Bee again

Joceline being pretty as always

Wen Huey

Joceline and moi

In the skating ring

Us

Oh well, guess this is my shortest post ever =) Good day people!

Selamat Berbuka Puasa!

2007-10-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

The pic said it all! Had my Buka Puasa buffet dinner at Ikea today. No no, I wasn't fasting, just coincidently there during the Buka Puasa time for the Muslims. Supposedly having my all time favourite, the simple yet so tantalizing Swedish meatballs for dinner but got a little dissapointed when informed only buffet was served at that time.

Oh well, we weren't picky at all, so.. dugged-in =D

Just look at the amount of people waiting to be served.

Suprisingly, dad asked me to drive today as he wanted me to know at least some common routes in KL. My folks were enjoying their ride while sitting back listening to songs on FLY.fm as I made it through the almost one hour jam on both MRR2 and LDP highways. Legs were pretty worn off due to the much stepping on and off the clutch of my car. Now I know why KL people don't fancy manual cars. It kills during jams!!

Bro took these pics. He's urmm.. *to me lah..* he's a person who goes for perfectionism.. but not the over excessive type. Can't say it's entirely positive but.. =) he's my bro.. so he's good.

Again, didn't take any photos of the food but there's a dish I like most out of all others.

Tiger prawns!! Lots and lots of them =D !!

Anyway, be prepared to feel nauseated of some loathful view of something..

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Past

2007-10-08T14:38:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine called and we were chatting away for probably 5 hours! It is 6am in the morning now, arghh.. She shared about her life, how her past came back to haunt her, complicated things up and left her with mixed-emotions.

Well life is such. Just as without sadness, there is no happiness and..
without the past, there will be no future.

Gave some good advice, she's a happy girl now and I'm happy for her either =)

<3

As I lay down in bed just awhile ago, I started to ponder.. Each step taken in life, I savour the journey. What tomorrow offers excites me and they are much awaited

but..

Reminiscing the past does put a sense of joy too. As I close my eyes, I see the familiar smiles of faces and to dive deeper into the depths of my memory, I see tears as well when they taste the brutality of my words.

I used to be so cruel! Gosh.. Glad I'm no longer that way. Reality is harsh.. *Shrugs* I have to stop thinking.

And now as I get out of bed and search through my collection of old items just to recall and to have a clearer memory of my past.. Guess what I'd found! *smiles widely*

=) Love letters!! Awfully yet adorably handwritten love letters *I'm so wide awake now* =D

Oh, I'm reading them out slowly aloud now with my much expressive face and fake British accent <3 Lol.. what's wrong with me?! Insanity strikes occasionally =) You know, sometimes it IS indeed normal to be crazy, hehe.

p/s: You can ignore the above =)

Are we supposed to regard the past as something not worth remembering like those sayings, pointless looking back?

or

It is ok to think of the fond memories of things which used to be so dear to us?

Different people has different point of views, so it alters. What I am certain is.. I learnt from mistakes and my past made me, me.

<3 ======================================= <3

Anyway, it's true about me being an SDO freak =D The desire of playing the game is overpowering me! Help!! I can sit in front of my comp for hours regardless how tired I am.

Oh, who says people who can't read Chinese won't be able to play in China's server?

As easy as that!

Here are some screen shots =)

Mun Fei and I

Hehehe, both full combo

Some "oh lang" (black guy) that ran away after the first game, grr..

Me, Mun Fei, Siew Bee and Li Ming. The SDO kakis =)

Obviously I did not capture any screenshots with me losing in games as I believe no one will be too happy to lose right? So.. only pics of me flattering myself, lol. I'll be so dead when they see this..

It's 7am now, good night then..

Vacation.. not

2007-09-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

Butt-ache..

I travelled approximately a thousand miles which is 1000 x 1.609km = 1609km *lol* all the way to the very south of Malaysia, Johor Bahru to attend this dinner and whether or not to say the worthiness of it... I guess so.. Hmm.. Well, didn't take much photo... again =) as I forgot to bring my camera AGAIN! It's not an excuse, seriously! as I woke up late and was in a rush to start the journey =)

Acommodated at The Zon Legency Hotel located in the heart of JB

The photo badly taken

Stairs to the ballroom

The Roman Spa

The swimming pool

And lastly, the room I stayed in ;)

Checked in at about half an hour before the cocktail commenced and again, rushed.. Raced against time as always but... I did managed to camwhore, hehe.

Not exactly how I looked like as my hair wasn't done yet

There, there..

In the car, too dark and was searching for some lighting

Brighter. Me and my fat face, would rather stay in the dark next time..

Anyway, dinner took place at the JB Expo centre and there were around 100 tables.

The view of the rest of the tables from my sit.

Waitresses doing some prep before dinner starts.

I was seated among strangers and that was the reason why it was doubtful to let my lousy cam phone serves its purpose of snaping the photos of my food. And NO, for the "I-dunno-how-many-time"th time, I WILL NOT change my phone despite the lack of up-to-dateness or contemporary trends of designs of phones nowadays. Didn't talk much there either, just practiced my table manners well and yea.. put on smiles all the time.

Cocktail started at 6.30pm and the dinner which supposedly start at 7 was delayed until 9! Pitiful stomach was seriously making lots of noises by then! The food.. =) Luckily, they were pretty satisfying.. the usual sharks fin, snapper, lobsters and abalone were served along with other nice ones and they even had Ferrero Rochers placed at each plates! Cute..

Dinner ended at around 1am! and by then, it was already too late to visit the town. Did drove around and went to Danga Bay to have a look and sigh, dissappointing..

Eh? Not even a single soul..

Nothing much to be seen actually..

Headed back to the hotel after getting lost on the roads for luckily not long haha, thanks to Malaysia's road sign *If you know what I mean*.

Woke up at 7.30am in the morning the next day and ahh... Looked out the window..

View of Singapore from my room. Again, nothing to be seen from here.

Had some drinks too before going down for breakfast. Look at me eyebags and you'll know how tired I was.. hmm..

Went down to Salt 'n' Pepper for buffet breakfast.

They served a wide array of good food including risotto which I didn't expect to see on any breakfast menu, varieties of bread from toasts to walnut breads to muffins and cakes, famous Malaysian kuihs and a lot more!

Was too busy eating *lol* and only remembered to take pics after a few plateful of food.

Goodness, the grilled tomato was really good! Loved the generous amount of paramesan on top of it. The beef was sucky..

Mashed potato was so so..

This tastes so good!!

Breakfast cereal.

Love the mixed berry yogurt lots.

Overall, had a quite pleasant stay in Johore. Didn't get the chance to shop and stuffs as I have to get back to Penang. Tomorrow is yet another long day. My friend from KL is coming down to Penang and this little girl here with no sense of direction is going to be their "tour guide". I am so doomed..

50 years of love

2007-09-22T10:52:00.000-07:00

I've always longed... or probably anticipated for a simple dinner with the rest of my family members for quite sometime already and who knew =D, finally get to dine with them on this special day! They weren't expecting me as they thought I was still in KL. It was the 50th anniversary of togetherness for my grandparents yesterday, certainly admirable to see the durability of their marriage. Feast time at grandparents' place! Oh how I love grandma's cooking, still superb especially her "loh bak"s and braised mutton. Anyway, didn't snap much photos this time =)

Sniff, sniff, sniff..

Hey there little Angel.. Cheerleading today? =)

She did gestured her desire to not letting her photo taken, but I didn't bother *lol. She's so irresistably adorable!!

Anyway, don't really feel like writing much so.. do forgive me. These badly-skilled taken photos will thoroughly potray the whole occassion.

After dinner..

Looked devastated and I was indeed.. Just look at me eyebags, arghh!

Oh my cousins and I.... and Angel..... again! =D

Pin and mum. Honestly, I don't really fancy his tee. There are tons more of pleasant looking ones in streething. Why this??? Hehe.

Went out to the balcony for some fresh air and the breathtaking view of Penang island across the sea. Managed to snap some pics too.

Mr. and Mrs. Chan =D Daddy being shy like always, not looking into the cam. He might not be the most good looking man on earth but HE IS, to me.. at least =D

Now, stated how much I love dad in my previous post and yea, I love you loads too mum despite all those endless naggings, hehe.

Close to you =)

Bro and I with his nice hair cut by moi *smiles widely*. Self-praise, I know.

And lastly..

Went to Juru Auto City for the flea market with our full stomachs =) Oh by the way, this Penang bridge look alike illuminates the place up, attracting so many people, but uh... what's up with the Hello Kittys hanging in the mid??

Happy Mooncake Festival people!

Mr. Future Pilot's "lucky" day

2007-09-20T14:26:00.000-07:00

Just so you know, when I first stepped into my current college, things didn't turn out the way I expected it to be. People weren't the way I thought they would be and to describe it in the shortest most simplistic way, I reckon KL people are indeed happening! Theoretically YES for those in town but.. *coughs* it's a little different here =/ Well maybe minority of TARC students are but those I've came across so far aren't. Speaking about happening.. Happenings? Current happenings?? Hmm, people in my class are those "Taiwan fashion minded" people. Has this been the contemporary trend now? All girls are supposed to LOOK CUTE or freaking ACT CUTE?! I mean come on.. Guys love it so much when these girls use their they-think-they-are-so-cute language to talk to them but please.. arghhh.. I know you're really pretty, honey but I couldn't.. and I still plainly can't stand it. No offence people, I'm just speaking my mind.

Anyway.. at the mean time....

Runmz... Ruuwz... Ruams..

Have any idea on what this dubious unclear pic is all about? Any at all? =) Not trying to get any of you inquisitive or raise your eyebrows speculatively so... RUUMS it is ;) Went to the place where all the make-my-heart-beat-stomps-so-fast songs were played all night long. Goodness, I can still feel those vibrations in my ears! Echoes, echoes.. go away!! I'm still not too old for this, am I? Just a random thought anyway =D Well, it has been almost two years since I last club so you can't blame me. Been under the shell for too long, thanks to the "happening" factor I'd been through.

Awww.. I miss my friends sooo much. This reminds me of the crazy old days we had, Chill Out and Slippery Senoritas on Thursdays, speeding a lot in my car with SOOO many people sandwiched =), karaoke moments with Joel and the gang "p/s: I have to learn how to sing chinese songs here in KL, they don't even know who SHAKIRA is!!", movies, table tennis and endless shoppings!! F.U.N. ~ I have not felt you for so long.. Guess it's true, you'll only feel fun when you're with the right company.

Okay okay, back to Ruums. Whinings.. I'm too good at it =D Got to learn how to complain less hehe.

Met Sven's housemates there. Didn't know you guys are bad, bad boys ;) Anyway, it's Mr. Peggy Chow's first time, if you know who I'm talking about haha. It was undeniably a little boring for me.. I dunno about you guys. Shaun and I were busy dancing ALONE, lol and the rest of the guys were doing what normal guys do during clubbing. Score girls perhaps? Funny how me and Shaun *the good ones =D* ignored people who came close, lol. Shoooh strangers, watch your hands! =) Anyway Shaun.. it WAS a TREMENDOUS experience wasn't it?

Haha, anything come across your mind when you see this pic?? Panic, panic.. Cops! "Encik Polis, hari ini tak de rezeki untuk kamu, kami tak makan pill ok?". Those cops asked all the guys to step out of the vehicle, body-checked them and "Amoi, u tak payah." Huh? Oh whatever, we es-ca-pe-duh.. =) Escaped after that.

First time ever I've encountered this situation. Not really inviting a second time. That's all!! Shaun, you should thank us for giving you such unforgettable experience.. I mean it =)

Oh.. I'm back in my hometown now, letting mummy feed me like a piglet. She says, "You better eat more! Go back KL, a bit pai miah so will thin back automatically" Is that so? Lol, anyway.. I don't really bother about putting on weight as long as I can taste all my favourite food.

By the way, thank you so much for driving me home today. Great driving, didn't realise you were at 150km/h most of the time until you mentioned it.

You'll be my BFF. The future awaits us and I can't wait to see you in that pretty white dress =D Who knows you might be the first to walk down the aisle, haha.

Alrite, good day everyone!!

I'm no longer having this uncertainty about the factuality of reality is harsh. People are waiting to see you fall.. always! So stand up strong throughout all time.. or at least look tough =)

Time Crucial

2007-09-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

Like I've said, new pics coming up.

Anyway, my dad will come over to KL for his business trip every month besides dropping by to pay me and bro a visit. If anyone shall ask who I love the most in my entire life, it'll be my dad. Need not say much cause I know he knows I love him =)

Made something for daddy =)

Heart-shaped yummylicious jelly =D

It's longan flavoured by the way. My first time but somehow it turned out right, lol.

I knew dad was much delighted to see me cook for him everytime he drops by my place. Well, he'd better appreciate my effort =)

Went shopping for neccessities yesterday night and today he brought us for lunch. Any idea where this place is? Ok, I'm not a good photographer so the pic sucks. Besides having a PowerShot that is battery-dead, I only brought my cheap hp along.

Yup! The Ship it is.

Cam-whored a little before lunch was served, hehe.

My soup

Grilled i-dunno-what-fish fish =D, not dory for sure.

My pudding, it looks weird but it actually tasted good.

I don't know what's wrong with my appetite but I finished first so.... *grins*

I disturb them eat =D

Before I end my post, I want to thank my dearest goodie friend Li Ming for this d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s homemade mooncake. Aww, you are so sweet =) Mwuahhs XOXO

A "gift" in a box, lol. *Reminds me of Justin*

I don't like yolks, I don't eat them infact BUT I ate the one in YOUR mooncake =D

Love ya pal. ~* Siew Bee.. please do pretend that you are jealous when you're reading this =D

Alright, that's all. You see me smile today, you'll see me frown the next day. Calculus and Discrete Maths exam's tomorrow and yet I'm spending my time to waste. Sigh.. crucial crucial time =/ I'm not gonna get any sleep again tonight.. =(

Chao peeps!

p/s: A shout-out to my friend, Tong Lim. Happy birthday dude! Sorry I forgot yours but I promise I'll be first to wish you next year okay? Hugzz.

"Junk" in a box ;) Uncensored~

2007-09-11T12:10:00.001-07:00

This is seriously hilarious, there are no other presents that can compare!! Such commitment, lol. Never thought anyone could be any more creative =), oh well.. who else if it's not Mr. Timberlake =D Justin got himself a Creative Arts Emmy for this short video which is a collabo between Andy Samberg and himself of course.

Love it when he sang:

Not gonna get you a diamond ring
That sort of gift don't mean anything
Not gonna get you a fancy car
Girl, you gotta know you're my shining star
Not gonna get you a house in the hills
A girl like you needs something real
I wanna get you something from the heart
Something special, girl

It's my di*k in a box!

Haha! How could anyone possibly have the idea of giving their genitals as presents =)

He even shared his ways of impressing girls

To all the fellas out there with ladies to impress
It's easy to do
Just follow these steps:

One:
Cut a hole in a box
Two:
Put your junk in that box
Three:
Make her open the box
And that's the way you do it

Click here for full lyrics. Enjoy!

That's all! New pics coming soon... probably =D

Hush Hush

2007-09-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

Wow! Feels like forever since i last wrote a blog! Not really back from all the hustles yet, but I think I'll update a lil =)

For the past couple of days, I had a very bad 'battle' inside my mind and it was tearing me apart. I did not know who to turn to and what to do about it because I was in a situation where it is helpless. It is really... as cliche as it may sound 'ALL IN THE MIND'. To make it clearer, I simply started feeling very 'alone' and down and I just did not know how to manage my emotions.

'Alone', don't get me wrong. Not that one as in "I need a boyfriend". Geez, why do so many people "want" me to have one now? It takes 2 to clap, if one would not, then so be it! Well here are some stuffs you need to know before you start telling me what I should do.

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Don'ts on Susan 101
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1. My average guy has yet to appear, so please.. don't ask me to simply accept any. That's just pathetic. I'm not desprate.

2. Don't tell me to cut down on my food. I crave a lot for food that are freakin high in calories, can even finish up 1L of Baskin Robbin's or 3 pieces of roti canai for dinner. I'm not a model and I don't sell myself base on my looks or body. So, I eat whatever I like.

3. Don't tell it to my face that I'm a target to compare your results with. I'm no genius and please only do so with the real deals, not someone like me. If you're one of those skeptical people that thinks only by comparing your results with others will make you better, then you're wrong. These mindsets are plainly wrong!

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See.. only three don'ts when you approach me. So.. all in all, I am still a nice person.. hehe =D

At the mean time, me and my friends went to Carrefour to check on Shaun. Last day as a Maxis promoter.

The promoter that doesn't promote, lol

Already approaching him but he was still unaware =)

This friend of mine is leaving Malaysia for New Zealand soon to pursue his dreams of being a pilot. Well, all the best to you Shaun. You're still our screaming gay bitch! Lolx, I know you'll do great there =)

Alright, off to bed now! Chao =)

Here's a peek at my poor calender *grins*

Lol, make me study p.l.e.a.s.e. =(

Battles Against Hassle and Stresses

2007-09-02T12:58:00.000-07:00

Here's a whee update about me =)

1. Have been back in Penang during Merdeka break.
2. Ate like I've never eaten in years before.
3. Back in the very boring room of mine in KL.
4. I miss my family and friends.. ='(

Hmm.. will be hanging in there though =)

Anyway...

Yet again, I'll be facing the agony of examination halls and yet again, I am in desperate need of prayers. 4 days to go and the time WILL come!

Exam.. The person named exam after "exam" must be real wise. EXtremely Agonising Moment. Got what I mean? =) Sigh, not much to write about actually. Will update the blog maybe.. say... 3 weeks later? Hehe.

Till then, the geeky nerdy lifeless monotonous Susan will be seen real soon. Not to forget, the b.i.g puffy eyes I'm gonna have too.. Whee! I'm so happy... not.

Lol, told you I'm a big time geek =)

So, all the best to everyone attempting their exams soon! Here's a quote:

"Persistence is what makes the impossible possible, the possible likely and the likely definite."

DON'T GIVE UP!

Buzzer Moi

2007-08-26T16:53:00.003-07:00

At times it is vague to me which is the best way to handle my life. An organised, structured person who aims to fixate my life towards success in the future or probably say.. a lazy and useless good-for-nothing fluff? It's not too early to think about it, is it? These are real life issues that will either broaden my horizons in future or the other way round. Darn, am I whining? Lol.. but seriously.. I still remember clearly that my ex burst it to me that my dad said I'm not a waste of time but an investment that can never be measured in monetary terms. Gosh, at that very moment, I made myself a pact to not disappoint my parents.

Frustrating.. real frustrating.. I am dissapointing them now...

Goodness it's less than 15 minutes to 8 in a blink of an eye! I've got class in like 10 minutes?! Whined too much.. a lot more to whine about actually lol.. Got to go!

Exposure

2007-08-24T02:09:00.000-07:00

Wow, what an inspiring start! 188++ views for my first entry though only a few gave comments. Some even sent me private e-mails and dears, if you want me to comment on your blogs back.. do include your url when you leave me any alright? =) Thanks.

Anyway, a year ago while waiting for my coll intake, I worked at a company called Focal Park which serves as a warehouse for storing repossessed vehicles by banks such as CIMB and so on. FP conducts public auctions for these cars where a lot of used cars' dealers bid on the very low-priced vehicles and sell them to us at double their origin prices. Visit here to find out more.

Built up a good bond of friendship with the rest of the staffs there and what can I say.. they were amazing allies and also friends. Even the relationship with my boss was good. Had this unforgettable farewell dinner for me and ahh.. I wasn't served with those normal food but guess what.. tantalizing abalone, shark's fin and a lot more! Darn, I felt so aprreciated for once! Hehe.. love you guys.

Oh yea, let's get to the real point. Was really grateful to be invited by my boss's son, Anthony to join him for this "Exposure" organized by Italia Auto club where Fiat Coupe's and Alfa Romeo's lovers travel or probably show off their beautiful rides around the northen region. Found this one year old pic in his profile.

It is still rather small even when you click here to enlarge. Can you spot me? =D

Hint: I'm the youngest.

Yup, standing at the 5th from the left hand side of the mid row was moi. Geez, how could I bury this lil experience for so long? *smiles* It was really awesome to hang out with these rich fellas. Seeing people "wah and wow-ing" when we passed by in our rides made me feel so... so... unexplainable lol.

See what I mean? An awe-inspiring sight isn't it?

Well, a year has past now and we hardly keep in touch. Will remember you guys! Life's total different here in KL. Have been surviving though *smiles*. It's a struggle to learn cantonese and mandarin but my instincts tell me I'll do fine *grins*

Signing off.....

At my balcony. Can my face be any lan si-er? =)

Xangan no more =)

2007-08-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

To dear friends and all, I've decided to move my blog from Xanga to Blogger as it's apparently easier to handle. So from now onwards, will be posting my mumbles rumbles here.

Anyway, have been insanely busy with heaps of exams, assignments and case study. Couldn't find time to at least rest properly. Sigh, my finals are 2 weeks away and yet no preps have been made, just chilling, playing games and eat. Speaking about eating.. are there any methods of reducing appetite? =) I eat A.L.O.T. and probably TOO much for a girl with the size like me.

Oh well, survived one of the most excruciating days in me life where I stayed awake for 2 days straight, gulping down at least 10++ cups of tea and coffee to keep me conscious for my v.e.r.y last minute readings for the 2 exams. Did I mention it's the due date to submit my case study as well? Thwarting and absurd.. I doubt students from other colleges don't face this kind of torturous coll life.

Moving on, I got myself a red coloured mesh cap from Subcrew which design's aesthetically pleasing *grins* since the Hundreds *collabo btw Hunderds and Subcrew* are sold out. Was thinking to myself "What on earth.. a RM279 cap gone after hours of its launching?? Darn.." The good thing is..

The Hundreds x Subcrew, dazzlingly cool. Lol, might be exaggerating it too much..

=) Managed to save up my $279 and only spend $159 for my cap.

What I meant by aesthetically pleasing design was.. "Don't f*** with us, we play hard" *smiles* Yup, the red one's mine.

Exchanged caps. Hopefully no hastening of time periods ;)

Alritey.. till then.. I utterly undeniably need a blissful break once in awhile or my already devastated eyes worsen. Even my friends noticed and reminded me to rest. End of the weekend now.. *yawns* Aww, if only weekdays are weekends ;)